Hi feel free to stop reading at any time if you get bored.

Was having this superbly long chat with Keith last night. Made me realise a few things.

1. His english is gooooood :D
2. He’s a lot of fun to talk too
3. He likes Daughtry hahaha. Okay music in general.
4. He’s a lot like me when it comes to chatting.
5. HE LIKES GLEEEEE! MY NEW BESTFRIEND HAHAHA. (And yes I told him that too ROFL) On a side note, I’m beginning to realise a lot of people around me watch Glee. It’s so awesome. Including Love, you know? My mind was totally blown when I found out.
6. I can trust him and confide in him (in a certain area i had questions in haha. And stop thinking sick it’s nothing sick.)

So yeah I thought a lot yesterday. He explained a lot to me too. Told me a story (maybe two?) and I think I learnt a lot more. And now I finally see things from a different perspective. And now I know how much he (no not Keith)’s sacrificed for me, and how much this dangers him. I’m so blessed, really. Everything on the line for this.

People say teenage relationships don’t last. If im not wrong the statistic was sth like only 20% of teenage relationships last. Andddd it scares me. Everything is so risky. I’m not exactly the type to dream of our future and all that kinda stuff that like everyone else does. We’re so realistic and I guess it’s just not the conventional teenage relationship you find around. Both of us have so much to lose, we hardly see each other, we don’t go out (unless for like certain school activities), we die if certain teachers were to find out (and i think they’re beginning to suspect something) and we don’t have all that much in common. Our ccas are worlds apart, our classes are so far apart etcetcetc. But what’s amazing is we’ve lasted almost 9 months now. And I love this person with all my heart. What worries me is that everyone feels the same way when they are in a relationship, but eventually they breakup. That scares me. I don’t want to breakup with him. Ever. I love him so much. Sososososo much. But everyone says that about their girlfriends/boyfriends. So what does this mean? :/ I think too much. Wayyy too much. I overthink things. I don’t know. I just don’t want to lose this precious valuable thing that’s so close to my heart.

Sigh okay I will wait until we finish that one major exam for you because you mean that much to me. And I’ve many more reasons, but just because.

I ♥ you.

That's all there is to it, really.

Hi feel free to stop reading at any time if you get bored.

Was having this superbly long chat with Keith last night. Made me realise a few things.

1. His english is gooooood :D
2. He’s a lot of fun to talk too
3. He likes Daughtry hahaha. Okay music in general.
4. He’s a lot like me when it comes to chatting.
5. HE LIKES GLEEEEE! MY NEW BESTFRIEND HAHAHA. (And yes I told him that too ROFL) On a side note, I’m beginning to realise a lot of people around me watch Glee. It’s so awesome. Including Love, you know? My mind was totally blown when I found out.
6. I can trust him and confide in him (in a certain area i had questions in haha. And stop thinking sick it’s nothing sick.)

So yeah I thought a lot yesterday. He explained a lot to me too. Told me a story (maybe two?) and I think I learnt a lot more. And now I finally see things from a different perspective. And now I know how much he (no not Keith)’s sacrificed for me, and how much this dangers him. I’m so blessed, really. Everything on the line for this.

People say teenage relationships don’t last. If im not wrong the statistic was sth like only 20% of teenage relationships last. Andddd it scares me. Everything is so risky. I’m not exactly the type to dream of our future and all that kinda stuff that like everyone else does. We’re so realistic and I guess it’s just not the conventional teenage relationship you find around. Both of us have so much to lose, we hardly see each other, we don’t go out (unless for like certain school activities), we die if certain teachers were to find out (and i think they’re beginning to suspect something) and we don’t have all that much in common. Our ccas are worlds apart, our classes are so far apart etcetcetc. But what’s amazing is we’ve lasted almost 9 months now. And I love this person with all my heart. What worries me is that everyone feels the same way when they are in a relationship, but eventually they breakup. That scares me. I don’t want to breakup with him. Ever. I love him so much. Sososososo much. But everyone says that about their girlfriends/boyfriends. So what does this mean? :/ I think too much. Wayyy too much. I overthink things. I don’t know. I just don’t want to lose this precious valuable thing that’s so close to my heart.

Sigh okay I will wait until we finish that one major exam for you because you mean that much to me. And I’ve many more reasons, but just because.

I ♥ you.

That's all there is to it, really.