I have enough. of everything.
Night world.Ever felt like you had too much on your back, and u just wished u didnt have all this burden there at all? cos thats how i feel now. i have got enough. enough of everything. enough of the pain, enough of the pressure, enough of all that attitude, enough of all that of what is expected of me, what im supposed to be like, how im supposed to act & behave, how im supposed to set the good example, for myself, my sister, my classmates, sch mates & other friends. No really, im not kidding. the pressure on me is extremely high. considering my current position, im supposed to be this and that, do this and that, not do this and that, collect this and that, follow this and that.. u get the idea. i just wanna drop one of my responsibilities. i dun wanna be a prefect, or take over the ministry anymore. hello? i don't have that much time okay. ARGGHHH. take my sis for example. she is like really proud of me n stuff. so r my parents. i dont want too much!!! and its too much for me. emotional breakdown. must.pull.self.together. sighhhhh... im not being dramatic on purpose okay. so if u think im just trying to be like.. all spoilt n all that jazz, im not. so yeah. seriously. i need to drop something. ANYTHING. need time. lots of time. need to correct all my wrong stuff. need to practice stuff. PIANO EXAM IS SUPER NEAR OKAY?! AAHHH.... pressure.... triple sigh. i.do.not.want.to.become.a.prefect.WHY.ON.EARTH.DID.I.GO.FOR.THAT.INTERVIEW?! aahhh.... i hope i screw up my probation or smthing. im hoping i wun get in. cos to get sacked counds really awful. help God. i have so many things to juggle. take them Lord. because im doing all this for You anyway. i am desperate already. i dont wanna become someone im not. i dont wanna take all these leadership positions when i know i cant take the pressure n commitments. help me Lord.Take ALL of me. I am Yours.So anyway, today was okay. drama.. rocked. haha yeah. surprisingly? mmhmm. i know. oh well.. so here i am, strong on the outside, lost on the inside. at a loss for words. everything seems to show now. secrets revealed n all. yes, i like you. its not artificial okay. i know better than that. its been... 10months now? still like you. n the feeling aint gonna fade anytime soon if i know me..In Your Hands.faithyyy :]
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8:04 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
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I have enough. of everything.
Night world.Ever felt like you had too much on your back, and u just wished u didnt have all this burden there at all? cos thats how i feel now. i have got enough. enough of everything. enough of the pain, enough of the pressure, enough of all that attitude, enough of all that of what is expected of me, what im supposed to be like, how im supposed to act & behave, how im supposed to set the good example, for myself, my sister, my classmates, sch mates & other friends. No really, im not kidding. the pressure on me is extremely high. considering my current position, im supposed to be this and that, do this and that, not do this and that, collect this and that, follow this and that.. u get the idea. i just wanna drop one of my responsibilities. i dun wanna be a prefect, or take over the ministry anymore. hello? i don't have that much time okay. ARGGHHH. take my sis for example. she is like really proud of me n stuff. so r my parents. i dont want too much!!! and its too much for me. emotional breakdown. must.pull.self.together. sighhhhh... im not being dramatic on purpose okay. so if u think im just trying to be like.. all spoilt n all that jazz, im not. so yeah. seriously. i need to drop something. ANYTHING. need time. lots of time. need to correct all my wrong stuff. need to practice stuff. PIANO EXAM IS SUPER NEAR OKAY?! AAHHH.... pressure.... triple sigh. i.do.not.want.to.become.a.prefect.WHY.ON.EARTH.DID.I.GO.FOR.THAT.INTERVIEW?! aahhh.... i hope i screw up my probation or smthing. im hoping i wun get in. cos to get sacked counds really awful. help God. i have so many things to juggle. take them Lord. because im doing all this for You anyway. i am desperate already. i dont wanna become someone im not. i dont wanna take all these leadership positions when i know i cant take the pressure n commitments. help me Lord.Take ALL of me. I am Yours.So anyway, today was okay. drama.. rocked. haha yeah. surprisingly? mmhmm. i know. oh well.. so here i am, strong on the outside, lost on the inside. at a loss for words. everything seems to show now. secrets revealed n all. yes, i like you. its not artificial okay. i know better than that. its been... 10months now? still like you. n the feeling aint gonna fade anytime soon if i know me..In Your Hands.faithyyy :]
TAKEmyBREATHaway<3Labels: thought for the day, Today in words
8:04 PM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
{ I won't forget all the ones that I love }
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Lyrics: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway